Something feels off.
I haven't been getting enough sleep, as my previous posts can attest. Few hours here, few hours there and a massive crash after about 3 days. I've been compensating with massive amounts of caffeine (soda, coffee and so on). It's enough caffeine that I'm going to have a heck of headache once I cut down.

Activity level is a bit like my sleep, a stampede of job applications, phone calls, trips here (love you guys, but I've been on the forum quite a bit), followed by a crash. What tied it all together for me was a rejection. A metaphorical pushing me away. I hardly know the person and I don't particularly get why, but it still sent me down nonetheless. If my mood shifted that quickly over something that mattered so little, it can't be good.

I meet with my therapist tomorrow and... I've got a short phone interview before that. I really hope both go well. 🤞