Spain's hot, very hot, I should move to Sweden XD. Mid 20's? You're still young then vortex; I'm sorry to hear about your lack of hope or direction, but my best wishes for you, cose I've also been there deep in the swamp and still carry much mud in my shoes myself to this day. Things will improve though, they should. It's hard to make real friends for me; only happened twice in my life and they're gone now, but as we say in Spain, third time beats them all. See ya, take care.