I have learned to go into a session with a new therapist cold stone. But this one sounds quite promsing. Shes about 15 years older then me. A good age. She is very very open but proffesional. She was nice and understanding. She didn't show any judgement towards me. She had a few choice words for what my therapist did to me though. She seemed very eager to work with me. She didn't push any questions out of me. She let me say what I wanted to say. She does emails. Although I did learn my lesson from my transference T. I didn't get any bad vibes from her. I also didn't get a feeling of attraction from her. My sex drive died anyways after my last surgery. I do not feel good physically today so I'm trying to seperate my feelings and do a bit of fact checking. I need to eat something to be honest but I'm not hungry. I need that blood work for sure. I did agree to work with her. But I'm still a bit hesitant just because I've been let down so many times before.