Yes, the "want" is excellent material for therapy, I believe. I am pretty sure I've had the same feeling about my therapist...I call it "longing." It's bittersweet. The feeling of trust and comfort is lovely, in a certain way. But the other part, and I'm not sure myself what "that part" is (I'm still trying to figure it out) is miserable. Painful, even.
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