This is a repeat of a post that I deleted earlier. I woke up feeling great around 4 am then went through heavy suicidal ideation and worked through it enough to go float, clean 3 rooms now and complete a ton of paperwork. Next week is loaded with appointments and events with friends on purpose. I’ll crawl if necessary.

I talked for a long time with M yesterday. Huge boost physically and mentally. Planning on meeting next weekend half way. Our annual trip to the Smokies is getting closer. Yay!

I lost a lot of hair due to stress about mother and brother back when. I mean really noticeable along with other signs of stress. It’s taking awhile to come back. I’m having a blast working on picking out a cool wig until it does grow back. Lots of fun.

I hope everyone is having a peaceful Sunday.