That incident is what brought me here and feeling uneasy the rest of the day. How does one express their anger when verbal communication feels useless? - Is the question. Starts with working the 12 steps I guess and my anger management. Yeah I already thought about that safety stuff. I have little guilt and shame as to my luck it was midday and nobody around and I had 4 things kind of hit me at once that flipped me out.
Things will get better and she will leave by end of September or earlier if her friend visits from out of town- or - making plans to leave town by myself.