I learned to be scared of messages from any forum staff, cause on a different forum, I did be on the recieving end of a screamer admin, so when I get a message from a forum staff it sends my anxiety rocket high in case it's a screamy message calling me a terrible person and really tearing into me, even for small mistakes

One example from a chat room: the main admin there laying into me for not being able to touch type so i missed something one of his moderators said, due to not looking at the screen at the exact second the moderator said something, so i typed something and sent it, then looked at the screen, then got screamed at by the admin in the chat room and banned from that chat, that chat is gone from the internets (not surprisised about that) I think they banned so many people from there they ended up with nobody on there any more ......... (i do know someone else they banned - he mentioned the existance of other forums, and got a ban for that)

banhappy old farts .......