Wow. Things seem to just get worse with this therapist. So her adult daughter is fine and didn’t even go to the ER and your T knows you relapsed and aren’t doing well and barley bats an eyelash? From what i have read with your other posts on this forum, your self harm is severe. You need help, care and support. All of which your therapist should be giving you. She’s taking her sweet time to reschedule or schedule at all and you need help and it wasn’t’ even an emergency. I know how it is to be trauma bonded with someone and think the love is worth it all. Do you really feel your therapist loves you with how she has been treating you? Real love doesn’t act this way. Im angry at your T and very worried for you Kit.