This morning I woke up at 1:40 after falling asleep last night at 5. I felt well enough physically. I decided to work out. I worked out with my kettlebell and my legs were so sore afterwards I felt like I was going to fall. I felt pretty good though. I know if I get into shape and build muscle I'll feel good about myself. I took a shower at 5:30 and saw that the dems had won the senate. Now my anxiety is kinda crappy but it may just be some general situational stuff mixed in with possible physical stuff. Idk. I took some Advil and I can take some other stuff in a bit.

I feel super fat like I weigh over 200 pounds even though my scale said 164 this morning which is normal for me. I just feel so uncomfortable. I've had a lot of water so maybe its water weight. Or the jeans I'm wearing. They are pretty heavy and a lenght longer then I normally wear. Idk.

I found out today Daniel Radcliffe is my height. 5'5. Its always nice when I find out a famous cis guy isn't very tall.