Sadly I understand where you're coming from. I suffer from Dysthymia as well. My wife also thinks if I just take antidepressants I should be fine. I struggle with too little and too much sleep as well. If you ever bring up your problems to anyone you are either treated like someone who is very fragile, or "You're not the only one with problems" I just want you to know that there are those of us here that understand what you're dealing with. You're not alone.