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moodyblue83 · Apr 18, 2023, 07:01 AM

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Originally Posted by Mi Amor

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I'm not sure if I can call this sexual assault. My ex fiance wanted another child while I didnt at the time.

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He did ignore me "protesting" about having intimacy at that moment but proceeded anyway. I could've probably pushed him off but just lay there crying. I didn't fight because I thought he might e been drinking and that's when he can become violent.

It's just the "I could've" that makes me say no.

I did conceive from that as well. I love my son but it's tough to get over that's how he was made.

If you love your son why do you care about how he was conceived ? If you felt you were raped why didn't you get an abortion ? At least it is your husbands child. The fact that he was drunk I'm sure had something to do with his behavior. I'm not excusing his behavior at all , but the issue now is you have a son , that you love. Continue to love that child and maybe he'll grow up and change the world. Seems like he was meant to be here.
Btw: maybe you should talk out your inner feelings about this with a therapist.