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Originally Posted by Mi Amor
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I'm not sure if I can call this sexual assault. My ex fiance wanted another child while I didnt at the time.
It's just the "I could've" that makes me say no.
I did conceive from that as well. I love my son but it's tough to get over that's how he was made. |
Your protesting makes it non-consensual; in my book that makes it a sexual assault. It is not the theoretical possibility of pushing somebody off that un-makes it non-consensual. You most likely had a reason not to: a history of violence as you point out for instance. Regardless, a no should be a no in all circumstances.
I do hope you find a way to get over it. Do you have a therapist? There are efficient approachs that help you deal with such traumatic experiences (e.g. emdr).
Also, I admire you for loving your son no matter what. Many would find that hard to do and I sincerely hope you can continue to do so.
Hugs!
