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Old May 05, 2023, 04:42 AM
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Originally Posted by Starlingflock View Post
im trying! thank you.

i just noticed---i feel more real than i used to. i'm healthy now.

:-)

life is very hard though! i am very exhausted!!! i meant to be zen today and i sort of achieved it, but mostly i was just too burned out to get worked up.

22 year marriage anniversary is nigh. been separated almost a year too. i was sad to lose something that had been in place so long and so much put into it.

with all this space and time from him...ive gained much common sense.

whew.
I left my ex abusive husband 7 months ago... we are almost divorced. And I feel GOOD! I am at peace again, and I am experiencing happiness again. I feel revived and refreshed.. a huge weight has been lifted.

I hope you are at peace and feel happier, despite life being hard these days! Relish in the good feelings you have and those moments of joy and peace.... this is how life IS supposed to feel.

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Thanks for this!
Starlingflock