I want to have thoughts that are outside the laws of physics/in this universe.

Cuz there's people making sure that the roads are closed off to the city on the highway (Cuz of the forest fires) - And I wonder, if I just got my dads Mustang, and drove through the barriers.. And what if I hit a person? What if my dad did that, in some other dimension?

Imagine if it was in my solipsistic reality, and I just find out about that.. Breaking the windscreen and such..

But that's as far as I can go - If there were Chinese spy balloons everywhere (About 50 of them), hovering in the sky - Stuff like that.. A strange reality. But reality is as strange as possible right now. Something happened to my brainwaves - I blame the trip and my personal psychosis. Cuz everything matches up to my awareness/cognitive ability (Not in school though, when I moved to Canada - The mystic energies from Ireland were severed, and isolated - Complete disconnection).

If I listened to a certain song (In 2016 for example - Instead of any one of them that I really did listen to, at any time), it could have happened.. And I would (Or wouldn't), be aware, here.. to have these thoughts..

I tried taking a physics course.. But I don't want to start all over again? I failed physics in school (By 1-2%), never did homework. I took the course again (The next year), and was stressed beyond belief - And dropped out. But the metaphysical thoughts etc, all of the good stuff.. Just reading and making thoughts based on that.. Cuz it's starting to sync with Buddhism, and other philosophies and religions.

Just something 2 consider.