An update ...

I was agonizing about somebody. At the end of the period, I kind of woke up and came to the conclusion that I was unconsciously building up a nice contact with somebody. I have been given her more attention since. Things went quite quickly seeing each other very often. We kissed a little over a month ago and it feels like a great connection. Sadly, my head and my anxiety are ruining things. Or maybe it is just not mean to happen ...
Dealing with a new partner's sexual experience