I'm so sorry, cellogal1219. You have experienced a loss, and I've read that it's normal to cry and feel sad as a result. I'm so sorry you lost your job. Please seek some counseling to work through your feelings. Did your doctor even offer some suggestions?

I'd think a woman counselor would be best--ideally someone who has also lost a child. I urge you to check around at the possibilities in your area. Please keep in touch.

(If it's any consolation, I'd read that there are more miscarriages than people even know. Some before the woman even realizes she's pregnant. I think I lost one very early. Even though I don't know for sure, I think about what the baby would have been like and hope that I'll see the baby in heaven.)