I’m really excited to see you for the first time since July. I was such a sh/+show and now I’m actively seeking out sober environments and staying away from liquor stores and other triggers (well except for the concert, but I wasn’t going to spend $200 to get wasted when I could’ve picked up a $10 bottle of vodka on the way there). Im not even carrying enough money to buy any alcohol.

I’m not taking some of my meds and I lied about it to the IOP doc because I told him I would take them as prescribed.

I have to head home Sunday night and with Nutshell playing rn I would be crying if I could let myself be vulnerable.

And of course Spotify has to advertise Tito’s every fking commercial break like it’s not triggering at all.