I was having an extended interval of not being depressed, which I was sure glad of. I've been deliberately, consciously trying to hold on and make that last.

Lately, I feel like I'm perched on a ledge, trying to stay there and avoid falling, but I'm getting tired of balancing on the ledge. Now I feel like letting go.

I was kinda sticking to a daily routine, but today I don't feel energetic enough to stick with it.

I'm not depressed at the moment, but just want to do nothing. It's probably dangerous to indulge that.