Got some sleep but I'm not feeling so great today -- i'm up and down a lot, both physically and emotionally. I hope it evens out soon.

So it was yesterday. The cabinet is still at the floor. Too heavy for me to try to move it. At the end of the week, at least one of my grown up children will come to try to help me turn the cabinet around. I will need some newspapers to put the pieces of glass in before I throw them away.

We will see if it is possible to put the cabinet up again with new screws. Hopefully that is possible.

I feel very tired and unwell today.

I’m going nuts about the person I halve a crush on. He told me this morning that he wants to move to Canada. I Feel in shock. I told him I’ll miss him . He said it would be good to see me. I replied “just once?” Then I told him that when we first met I wouldn’t share my feelings with him but I’ve changed. Then I added “we both have” but he never replied to that.