Yeah remember how i said i surprised myself fitting into an old blouse? I wont even try it now. I gained 20 lbs this past year after i started on insulin. Dr said yeah that happens but ordering cookies and candies on amazon doesnt just "happen."

I think i was worried about losing my apartment. Cuz man i disappeared on myself.

So now ive got a new glucose monitor and like hundreds of test strips so i am doing better about checking my sugar, not eating as much sweets, and recording my exercise minutes. Still trying to hit that sweet spot between not hard enough and too hard.

I read jeannette's book, it was pretty good.