I tried explaining that to them. It devolved into me accusing them of being a psychopath and when giving my reasons I'm pretty sure I made them think I'm one. We're having a threesome tomorrow.

eta: had like three shots in the past half hours and didn't stop sending them crap saying they don't care and just want to hurt me while deluding themself into believing they are helping to feed their ego and brag to other people, and they haven't responded so... either it's obvious I drank a lot (they don't know I drink more than I probably should though and spellcheck saved me) or now they won't talk to me again and I can tell myself they never cared and really did abandon me when who tf knows if that's how that would've worked out.