I'm having a really hard time this evening. This afternoon, H decided to replace drywall in the garage ceiling...things aren't going as expected, it's a giant mess and there was all this loose insulation stuff above falling all over the garage floor. It's like a dozen large black trash bags' worth and still more. Then, he was trying to vacuum some of it, and the vacuum cleaner broke. H is frustrated, exhausted, and I'm just on edge, can't settle. I don't like it when things don't go as expected and when H is stressed out and upset.
I'm having a tough time, I guess it's anxiety? I don't know. I really wish I coped better when things go wrong.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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