Had a good therapy appointment this morning. 😊 We talked about my appointment with my new POS psychiatrist on Monday and both my therapist and I agreed I should just stay on seroquel, even if it's made me gain fifty pounds since I'm finally in a stable place. I told her I just wanted to keep all my meds the same, since I'm finally happy and doing well (with the exception of my normal mood fluctuations). Hopefully new psychiatrist will just agree to keep everything the same and won't want to change a bunch of stuff. And hopefully she prescribes benzos. I guess I'll just worry about it on Monday. For now I'm fine.
I'm excited because Husband and I are going to a last minute concert in Green Bay. Yay! Rock on! 🤘 And it's actually bands that I'm going to like. They're more on the emo side, but whatever. Husband was joking before about how when Daughter gets into middle school I'll be listening to all the same bands as her classmates. I was like, "Hahaha." 😂 Yeah. I know I'm a 42 year old woman. I get all paranoid I don't act my age, like don't dress my age or listen to music my age, etc. But I don't know what 42 year old women are supposed to listen to or how they're supposed to dress! I told Husband I wanted to get a neck tattoo and for some reason he laughed at me. I don't know why. He has two! Then he stopped laughing and commented on how it wasn't like I was going to be working again anyway. I'm not actually getting a neck tattoo. Lol. I'm getting my next tattoo on the inside of my lower left arm. I have some ugly self harm scars I want to cover up. Hopefully I'll have enough money by October!
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What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
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