The ED part of my brain is thrilled with the lack of appetite, but I did mention it to my therapist and she said she would mention it to my pdoc. I going to bring it up with her, but I’m waiting until my appointment in a little over a week. It doesn’t feel like too much of an emergency to lower the dose or stop it immediately because I AM eating every day, it’s just not “real meals,” I guess. I’m kinda reverting back to my actual ED days of (actually gonna edit that part out because even though I’m not really eating them as “safe foods” that’s what they were at the time. Now they’re more “low-effort foods”).
I’m hoping I just adjust to the med soon. The Focalin really feels like the “heaviest duty”prescribed stimulant I’ve tried (granted I’ve only else tried Ritalin and Concerta which is basically extended release Ritalin). Focalin is also methylphenidate, but its DEXmethylphenidate so slightly different somehow (not sure exactly haven’t read up but I assume similar enough but different enough).
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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