thank you wanttoheal, fuzzybear, and bipolar bear!

i am very very very lucky to have the two friends i have! they are very loving and supportive of me. at the same time, they are going through a lot in their own lives (including a health crisis) and i feel like such a burden!

i am confused about this little me. she stayed very hidden in my life until i met my friends who accept me for who i am. then this little me just popped out!! at first i didn't like her... i called her the little snot monster. but now i don't mind her so much.

at first, it just seemed like a neat way to be able to express myself. since i have such a hard time communicating with people in person. but lil me can talk and she trusts and she's able to feel love.

but now i feel like maybe having this part of me is part of something bigger. a bigger problem. (as if i didn't have enough problems...now there are more than one of me!) it scares me.

i can't face going to a therapist alone and talk about this. but my friends (lil me's Mommy 'n Daddy) are in the middle of so much. i don't know what to do.

i hope i can talk more about little me here. even though i don't think i have DID. is it ok for me to post here?

little me wants to post some too. she's starting to get scared.