Angel Girl - thanks for the reply. I really appreciate it, I know you are going through a rough time. How is your mom?

I never let anyone in. When I leave I make sure no one is in the hall and they could see in. It is sad because I really am a sociable person. My old therapist used to tell me to take baby steps and I know that works, but I can't seem to do it. I get so lost in how huge it all is. Not just my apartment, but everything. Ugh!

I have a kitty too. He is an all white furry little thing. When I do laundry the filter is just filled with white kitty hairs. Not to mention every where else!

Thanks again for replying. It helps to know I am not the only procrastinator (such a better word than lazy) out there.

Terese