Dear T,

I hate how I feel so rejected that you have no availability tomorrow. I was able to talk to a friend about this, so that helped.

I've typed a couple email drafts to you, but am trying to leave them as drafts. I'm unsure what I want from you in a response (or what I could realistically get), and I feel like emailing without knowing that is a futile act. Not that I haven't done that before!

Love,
LT