@LadyShadow if it helps at all, even with an eating disorder I willingly went back on Seroquel (150mg of XR + 2x100mg of IR as PRNs) because fk it, I feel fatter underweight than healthy weight, and I don't think I ever even made the overweight category when I was on 800XR and 100 IR 3x a day (of course that was back in my last years of high school/first year of college and I was running track/XC, playing softball, and skiing competitively, but it's not nearly as bad as Clozaril or Zyprexa regarding weight gain from my experience. Heck, I think I put on more weight on Haldol than on Seroquel). But I would rather at this point feel somewhat more stable and at least get rest if not sleep every night than feel capable of skipping dinner.