Earthmama, chaotic - thanks - yes, t is big on my asking for help when i need it, you're right. I forgot that. and is also big on having me know i'm not alone in the process.
It is morning and i am still thinking about it. A little early yet to call anyone but around 10 perhaps (it's 7:30).
I think I will just ask her to please let me know when she gets the info - so i can stop assuming the worst.
Ugh - i need to go back to bed - I can't stop yawning.
I dreamt i went into a cake shop two different times, pretending the second time that I was on the phone and was someone else. Then the lady who had helped me came out and called me by name, even when I was standing in the shadows. Weird.