TRIGGER on this. Don't read if triggered by violence/suicide. Trigger trigger.

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What do you do when you have a suicidal alt? I have an alt, I don't know how old he is but I know he's a kid, and a few days ago, he wrote me a suicide note and a diagram of where I should cut to die.

Next thing, I'll refrain from description because I don't want to be graphic, but I had to go to hospital because he cut my neck. Had to spend a couple of nights there. I'm really lucky it didn't land me in psych ward (and a little surprised, because this is the second time my neck has been cut, but first time was a bit back and it was myself).

I don't know what to do, he cut my neck, they had to stitch it up and now I'm in bed-rest. I'm being watched all the time now so it won't happen again, but I'm really scared. He's just a kid and he did that.

I have too much internal fighting going on. I don't know how to sort any of this out. Now one alt wants to kill me, and I have another alt who seems very violent and angry towards others.

I have no idea what to do. Sorry if this is too triggering for this forum or anything.