(((PTS))))

i am sad that you are feeling fearful and uncertain.. this sounds like a big scary step for you.. you are very brave to face it as you are, in an adult and reasonable way..

i will always wish for your pain to end.... please come here to share your thoughts and feelings if you can if you find it helpful...

while it is so hard for you to do this, i cant help but feel a certain hopefulness also... i hope the job provides you with both your needs and wants...