Silversparrow, everyday you get up and try. Noone can ask for more, and i think most of us here understand that we all have days when we get up and don't have the energy for anything let alone resist our demons.

Noone deserves to be hurt, you deserve love and respect from those around you AND from yourself. Sannah replied beautifully. Please listen to her.

I used to not be listened too, till the point where i didn't know how to express emotions anymore...i'm still re:learning. You don't need to be silent anymore, you must raise you voice if they do not listen. Shout until you are not only heard but truly listened too!! If i could go back in time there are so many times i would have turned around and spoken instead of keeping my head down and scuttling away. It can change. (((silver)))

Talk here, i'll gladly listen. ((hugs))