I am an aussie girl who has a wonderful ptner of 5yrs and 3 beautiful children.
I am sick of being huge, i weigh 150kgs which is 300lbs and i am 5'7 and wanted to take my daughter to a theme park which ment we had to fly for an hr but i need to purchase 2 seats because i am too wide for one.
I now have to resort to a 18hr train ride instead, i don't know how much i can bare, i'm thinking so many awful thoughts about myself ie. suicide,drugs,bulimia....... i know i'm being selfish but i just want to get through this for my families sake.