Can't bare much more

I am an aussie girl who has a wonderful ptner of 5yrs and 3 beautiful children.
I am sick of being huge, i weigh 150kgs which is 300lbs and i am 5'7 and wanted to take my daughter to a theme park which ment we had to fly for an hr but i need to purchase 2 seats because i am too wide for one.
I now have to resort to a 18hr train ride instead, i don't know how much i can bare, i'm thinking so many awful thoughts about myself ie. suicide,drugs,bulimia....... i know i'm being selfish but i just want to get through this for my families sake.

Welcome to PC. I am glad you found us.

I can understand how hard it is to struggle with weight issues. Can you find someone who specializes in weight loss to help you? If you happen to have an eating disorder you may want to get help there too.

BB

Thank you so much for posting on PC. I'm sorry for all your despare and heart ache. There is a lot of really great people here that want to support you.
Hugs-Angel

Hi Cartersmum;

I know exactly how you feel, I'm 300 plus, had to turn down going to a concert because the seats are too darn small, and it was a great person to see. Glad you found us here, we will help you through it and maybe see your primary doctor and he/she can suggest someone to make up a proper diet for you. My nurse tells me I should eat 6 small meals a day breakfast, lunch, dinner, between meals fruit and yogurts, but most of all must must must drink 8 glasses of water. Check your area for over eater anonymous, that is free in my area.

Good luck and think skinny thoughts.