Simcha - thanks!!!

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What are lil's?
Probably a silly question... I think you work with kids, right Kiya?

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Oh, sorry - I'm DID so i have lil kid parts in me (5 i believe) that panic in certain situations (like dr's and moving!!).

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Kiya, you are a really awesome person, and this I mean. It takes so much courage to take risks emotionally and otherwise, in order to see improvement in your life. That, is really amazing. You would be surprised at how many people would rather wallow in misery than gather their courage and take a risk like you did. Congratulations on that. FOUR GOLD STARS!

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THANKS!!!!! High praise.

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You didn't betray anyone, Kiya---not yourself, not your mother, not your parents, friends, family, or even Benedict You are doing everything in your power to make it RIGHT.

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Again - thank you for your support. It has take me quite a bit of time to get through all these posts and each helps dispell the gloom and fear. I may be back for more support as this goes on..... if available. And likewise, I'm here when ya need.
Kiya