Griffe,

I didn't say it earlier, but I have had alters who's job was to keep me quiet, to stop me from saying what happened to me. My abusers programmed parts to self-sabotage, self-mutilate, push suicide. Even though they were being mean to me these parts thought they were helping me by keeping me in line so the abusers would not hurt me even worse.

These parts were very scary to me. My T helped them learn about what was real and about God and satan - since we had religious abuse issues - don't mean to freak anyone out , but that was what made some of my alters do stuff to me that was mean, they were programmed to keep me in line. (If this bugs you/freaks you please just move past it and ignore it, ok - I just want to be good to you, not bug you)

I care and I'm glad you can talk to us about what is going on in your world these days.

Leslie and the Pixies

Take Care of You!