Thank you for your kind words. I know there's really not anything anyone can do. It's just so hard to lose someone so special. Everyday, I hear her voice and her laughter. Her office is across the hall from mine, now so dark and empty. A constant reminder of what I've lost. But I try to think about all the fun times we had and I do have another friend at work that knew her the same why I did and we talk alot and cry together and laugh together and that does help. Again, I appreciate all of you kind words. Jan
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Originally Posted by ktgirl
(((((((((((((((((((Jan))))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I've never had anyone close to me commit suicide so I guess I don't really have any advice, but I wanted to let you know I read your post and I hear your pain. 
Being that you suffer from depression yourself, do you already see a therapist that could help you cope with this tragedy? Sometimes it is helpful to talk and get all the bad feelings out until they start to lessen in intensity.
hang in there,
ktgirl |