(((((((((((Kendyll))))))))))))
PTSD strikes when we least expect it and our guards are down. It's understandable. It seems that you feel safe with Jon and maybe your defenses were down because of that. It might be that because your defenses were down, it hit hard when you weren't expecting it. I agree that there might be some more stuff to work through and process. Sometimes things trigger when we are least expecting it. Be gentle to yourself if you can. I'm sorry you got triggered.