Thanks for your replies. It's been really tough the last few weeks. I've been trying to find a way to get out to see my daughter, but she lives on a native reserve in a very isloated part of the country. It would cost almost $2300 to fly there which I just can't afford. But luckily, her grandmother has agreed to fly with her to meet me halfway later this year. But still, as bad a time as I have had with this, I don't know what to expect from my daughter. I haven't even seen her since she started to talk. What the hell am I supposed to say? I'm sorry, but with all the other problems I've had to deal with, this is sorta like the straw that broke the camel's back. I am completely at a loss right now.