((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Miss C ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I hope you can feel this love for the little you inside, and show it to her. What does she need to feel loved? Can you give it to her?

Therapy IS so hard, it's just ridiculous sometimes. And it scares me when my T says things like your T said ("I don't know what to say when you're feeling like this"). I feel like "hey! ONE of us needs to know what to do!". But I think your T is being honest, and he taking care of you as best he can, by giving you these phone calls, and trying to figure out how he can help. Sometimes. the things that they can give us just aren't enough to fill that big hole inside, you know??

Thinking of you....