My Darling Mini, I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad. Medical doctors don't get this stuff. They aren't trained in it and they just don't know how to handle this stuff. I'll bet her hanging up on you did bring back many other situations in your past. I wish that I could take your pain away. Can you get pain meds from a psychiatrist? You are not stupid, you are not gross, you are not crazy, you are not yucky and you are not a loser. You are our wonderful Mini .....