I don't know if i can ask this here so srry if i am not. Ok... My abuser is coming over Sat (who just happens to be my mother and me her daughter) and i don't know how to deal with it. For over 20 years she sexually and physically tourtured me. I just broke away less than a year ago. I am very torn as the child part of me wants a mother but the adult part of me is very angry. Am i wrong for any of these feelings? Why didn't i just tell her no..