i don't get what i have done to deserve this. everything used to be fine, then one day my life just turned around. idk how to fix it or what to do anymore. im just always wanting to cry but i cant. its so hard. its getting to be really hard and i dont want to deal with it. i cant even go to a therapist because my mom doesn't know that i am feeling this way and i wouldnt be able to tell her. im even too scred to go to counseling here at my scchool...its free. but i just wouldnt know what to say to them. ughh