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my self esteem is shattered. its in tiny little pieces on the floor. put there by insecurities, self hatred, lonliness....I cant get any friends because i have no ability to look someone in the eye. I cant feel good about myself because everything about myself makes me sick. I hate my hair, my eyes, my face, my height, my clothing, my personality. Its all disgusting to me. Id give anything to feel comfortable in my skin just once!! I'd pay someone as much many as i have to have them make me feel good about myself just once. I have noone. noone to comfort me, noone to nuture me, noone to show me affection. I dont have that unconditional love i had at home ( im at college) I have made two friends who i have become intensely attached to and they dont feel the same way about me. It's sick. I just need one person who cares just alittle bit about me. am i asking for too much?
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당신의 사랑은 법률을 위반하고 있었다, 그러나 나는 증인을 필요로 했다 <3
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