I think it's great that you're helping so many people with the exact same issues you're dealing with yourself. You have an inside perspective on it that they probably don't get from most other people around there (granted they probably don't see it much). Keep on going. Maybe try seeking confidential help somewhere else? That way your job won't be in danger, and you can still get the help you need. Also, when you're talking to other people, maybe sit back and give yourself the advice you're giving to them.
*Hugs*, and good luck with everything! We're all here to talk if you need us
~TheDeliciousDish