(((((((((sadinct)))))))))

i am so sorry for you, you are a very strong person, andyou go througth a lot of ****. which is not your fault. People were mean to you.

I don`t reeally knwo what i woud do...i think that this guy has also mental issues, and that he maybe be spoilt and you should get away from troubles people. you have enough of your own,,,PTSD etc.....you don`t need more of this.

I would reaosnably leave...but i don`t know about being pregnant and the other childredn. do you depend on him finansically?

Now, about the realtiohship thing- i think you shoudl examinne your relashionsips to what kind of men you are attracted and why. It can be something psychological with you because of your abusive past.

by the way -you are not long! look at MY posts...lol

hugs and prayers...................