I am sick of my life. There is nothing left for me to live for. There is no one that seems to be able to help. I have tried everything I can to be happy and nothing works.

I keep sabotaging myself. I cannot stop my self destructive and unhealthy behaviors. Nothing seems to make my life better. I don't think I can get what I want out of life anymore.

Why is everything this hard? Why do I continually hold myself back? Is there anything left that can make my life feel worthwhile?

Maybe I'm just a pessimist but maybe it is justified. I don't believe that my life will ever work out or can ever work out.

I am so disconnected from myself, everyone, and everything. I can only feel the bad in life. Nothing makes me happy. I feel so worthless.

I just wish it could all stop. I wish I could just stop. I am so tired of life...

I have nothing; I am nothing; It all seems so pointless.