Guys, this is so unbelievably helpful to read this. I'm having teary eyes now. Feeling the same way. Could never express it. But it's so true. I'm like that now. I get up to do something, and sit down right away because I "changed my mind", but I didn't change my mind, I still want to do that something, but then I also want to just go to bed and cry, but then I also hate myself for it, and so each "me" is unhappy and lonely, and, bottom line, I keep getting up and sitting down, and ready to start hitting pillows out of despair. Sorry I'm venting. But, yeah, everyone is there, and it doesn't make anyone happy, 'cause everyone's pulling in a different direction and sulking when it's not working. Whatever I do, the rest will be unhappy, lonely, angry, unheard, etc. ARGHH!!!

Thank you for such a helpful post...