I suppose we put them in a bad situation too - its just so hard for me to reach out for help anyway - (my past taught me that there would be no help coming or given or deserved to be given - its almost like you are taking up the air that someone better could be using )

You know you need help but you cant reach for it in case of the repercussions.....I guess thats why im here - I feel this is a "safe" place to talk P7