I thought about it....but almost $200 is soo much. I called her today and left a message about rescheduling. I guess she's still on vacay til monday....I will TRY to talk to her about the situation and see if she can possibly work something out for me, before I come out the pocket 180 for the session, but I am petrified and I dont know why....i hate feeling like a bother to her.... I am sooo used to taking care of myself (i was doing laundry, cooking and staying home by myself--with my twin---when i was 8 or 9...the only thing I couldnt do was drive LOL) and whatever I couldnt do for myself I just suffered for a bit and moved on to the next thing.... But I will talk to her on monday, hopefully....